Yes,
I was just dreaming

 

    When we met each other in someplace. You did strange movements. And It makes me believe that you liked me and you loved me since our first met. You smiled at me.. You looked at me.. you really made me believe.

 

    But when I am dying now, when I mark many questions about you , when I think of our moments again.. It doesn't make me believe. I feel that I was just dreaming. I was just dreaming about you. I just wanted you. I just wanted you to love me. It was just feelings.

 

    I know . I don't need to believe. I don't like dreaming.. even I hate doing it. You like someone. Someone who's better than me. If you want me.. maybe you tried to be here , besides me. About your movements? Maybe it was just my feelings. Forget it! Leave me! I don't want to be a dreamer. I just want to be me,myself.

 

Now, STOP DREAMING! MAKE DREAMS COME TRUE!

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Idul Adha

 

    Idul adha is on 27th November 2009. On Idul Adha day , Muslims People had to chopped off the cows/sheep/goats heads. Because it was Nabi Ibrahim's sunna.

    

    My family didn't chop any heads. Because our 'qurban' (the cows/sheep/goats that for idul adha is called qurban) for Pesantren in Timor Timur. So we just bought some meat then we made the sate of them. We grilled Cows Sate,Goats Sate,and Chicken Sate.

 

    My brother-in-law,my uncle,my aunt,and my sister grilled the sate. My sister,my aunts,my cousins,and I made the sate. It was amazing!

    

    After that,we ate the sate with ketupat. Then we played together,we had conversations,and we did amazing activity. Ohya, when I played computer in front of the door,there were balloons outside. The balloons were stuck on the house that was next to my house. My uncle took them. Then my family were looking for the owner of those balloons. But there was no one admit them. So we kept the balloons in front of our house. The balloons were cute. There were Spiderman balloons,Doraemon balloons,butterflies balloons,Horses balloons,etc. My little cousins and niece played with those balloons in the afternoon. My sister,my cousins,and I had good afternoon. So happy.. :) . Til night,no one takes the balloons. Hem...- so sadd... I bet the owner of the balloons was really sad.

 

    This was my Idul Adha's day. It was amazing. J