I was with G.... S.... (puzzle post)

After I bought a new notebook (laptop) , I went online with it. I really remember, the time was at 12 o'clock. I wanted to pray later because I want to try everything with my laptop. Then suddenly , there was someone greeted me in yahoo messenger. I thought it was spam. I said in my heart , "what is this?! who is this?! don't say that he's the one who sent me many unimportant email." I greeted him back. I still remember conversation (not at all) :

h: hi

m: hi

h: i'm g... s... , 14,USA

    you?

m: i'm muthia , 13 , Indonesia

h: cool

m: what?

h: nothing

    can you trade your pictures?

m: sure

            Then we traded our pictures. I put my picture when I was smiling . He put 2 pictures. One of them was the one that he was cold and the other when he was confused. I like his pictures actually. Because ya i just like.

h : you're cute

    i like your pic

m: thx

h: how about my pic?

m : you're cute

     i like it too

h : can i see your cam?

m : sure

(actually that was my first time used webcam! At that time , I didn't know how to use webcam. But I just answered "yes" to him and then I try. And It worked! :)) )

h : you're cute

m: thx

h : i have something for you

m : what?

h : :* (kiss)

m: :)

h : have you kissed someone?

m: no i haven't

h: why?

m : i can't kiss

h : what? lol

m: because I'm not allowed to kiss

h : awww

          after that , i think he was angry, he asked me many questions about kiss. huh

After 1 or 2 or 3 months, I had conversations with him again . This one , It was about boyfriend. He asked me that do I have a boyfriend or not. He asked me , "are you searching for a boy not 12 years old?" bla bla bla , and I think my answers made him satisfied.

After 1 month , I had conversations with him again. That month was full with him. I had many conversations with him in that month. We weren't ashamed to put " :* (kiss) " anymore. In the last conversation ( i think that was the last conversations) , he asked me , "if you kiss me , what would you kiss? cheek or lips?" then I answered , "i dunno" he laughed , and i asked him back like that. He answered "which ever that I allowed to."ok then. we don't have conversations anymore. Even we do, maybe it won't make me fall with him again. It will be a usual conversations. like a friend's conversations you know..

I sometimes miss those conversations. But I often want to avoid those conversations. I don't often want to have conversations like that anymore. It was exciting but it hurts me.

ps : it was real. I was and he was. I did and he did.